Writings by Thomas Radwick. Mostly poetry and lyrics. t_radwick@yahoo.com
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9 Haiku
sunburst-colored coffee cup—
train to work at dawn
A burst of pigeons—
sudden wind in the crosswalk
when the light goes green
Foggy lamp-lit street—
silhouette of a dog leashed
to a man who coughs
*
Cafe at dusk:
Tiny neon script
glows in the shiny dark pond
inside my wineglass
Under a half moon—
I don’t want to fit words to
anything right now
Snake of light at night—
lamp-lit electrical wire
twists in rainy wind
*
Down in Baton Rouge
the wooden telephone poles
are shaped like crosses
Long line of light slides
slowly on the horizon—
huge cruise ship at night
Framed by the window
figures pass on the footpath
in the milky fog
.
Faces In The Sky
And my life is flying by
But I’d rather spend my time
Gazing at faces in the sky
I’m waiting for a wave to
Wash this world away
Or a roaring storm to
Blast us into space
Where we won’t be working
Just so we can pay
To stay another day
And we won’t have to worry no more
The madness of this business
Twists its way into my mind
It fogs my thoughts with poison
And has me groping blind
I’m waiting for a wave to
Wash this world away
Or a roaring storm to
Blast us into space
Where we won’t be working
Just so we can pay
To stay another day
And we won’t have to worry no more
(Men who sell tobacco
Look like cigarettes
Their faces are all mashed out
And so dead)
A huge and hazy halo
Hovers over the full moon
And the eyes of burning stars are calm
And stare down through the roof
Of a sky that shows no limit
But still holds us to this place
Where we’re spinning in a circle
Through the emptiness of space
Stars are not so far once
You fall through the floor
Of a world where we whirl
Round and round some more
Circle after circle
Through the endlessness
Until there comes a day
When we won’t have to worry no more
.
Antenna
You’re getting messages there
Scrambled signals coming from everywhere
They’re getting lost in the blare
You’re getting tired and you’re head is a mess
Brittle metal in the storm and the stress
Your antenna’s getting banged up and bent
You’d better get out and untwist it again
Ever get the feeling that it’s all gonna work out right?
You hear it humming on a low frequency
Like a rumbling boom
A signal singing through the shivering breeze
It comes tumbling through you
You’re getting tired and you’re head is a mess
Brittle metal in the storm and the stress
Your antenna’s getting banged up and bent
You’d better get out and untwist it again
Ever get the feeling that it’s all gonna work out right?
.
Flashes Eight
the music
from your soul
At work I’m a
paper-pushing
people person
“The shortest distance
between two points
—is a point!”
*
Suddenly
happy for
no reason at all
The world
looks terrible
when you’re broken down
A white-haired
pink-cheeked
old lady!
*
Sometimes friends
recommend works of art
to future versions of yourself
Those who run
the world
and those who live in it
Man
that doctor
is sick!
The best way to
disempower celebrities
is to ignore them
*
Christ!
The son of God
is Humanity
Almost always
people
are bluffing
Each day is a spell,
a chime
in a churning universe
.
Sister Sister
We can fight it with all of our might
We’ll still lose
Some things you can’t choose
Stars almost whisper from their places on high
The moon is shining like dazzling eye
A cool jewel
I’m a happy fool with you
I love this leaping lifting up my life
A single simple sigh
Both of us breathing here beneath the sky
It’s all right
If we’re kissing an our lives leap like light
We’ll know this moment like a shimmering chime
And we’ll fly
Riding on a rhyme
Sister sister this is our time
A glowing poem in an ocean of night
A design
Tying your life’s light to mine
I love this leaping lifting up my life
A single simple sigh
Both of us breathing here beneath the sky
It’s all right
Oh you know we’re both strangers in this world
Oh you know we’re both strangers in this world
Oh you know we’re both strangers in this world
But you know
Now it doesn’t seem so cold
.
Got To Go
So many faces I don’t want to see
I wish that I could be a spirit
Floating in the sky
Listening to the wind whisper advice
Wither in water and burn in the air
Cough in the fog like I'm murmuring prayers
Wishing I could be a spirit
Floating in the sky
Listening to the wind whisper advice
Oh you’d better know
Something’s gonna find you out
You know you’ve got to go
But you can’t find your way out
When you’re feeling low
You know there’s always further down
A gravity below
Tugging from the underground
We’ve heard it before and we’ll hear it again
We’ve all got to go but we’ll never know when
We will fill the air as spirits
Floating in the sky
Swimming in the winds of paradise
You have always known
Something’s gonna hunt you down
A gravity below
Tugging from the underground
All that you’ve been shown
Is all that you have come to doubt
You know you’ve got to go
But you know there’s no way out
.
15 Haiku
looting neighborhood garbage
in the lamp-lit street
“The fans in the stands
of the team that just lost look
like peed-upon plants”
The cat steps outside
and scrutinizes the world
through its little nose
*
The complications
of these electrical wires
under empty skies
What haunts a house worse
than the heavy tick-tock of
a grandfather clock?
I bother a bug
so I can watch it scurry—
why not let it be?
*
Early evening train—
man staring blankly into
newspaper comics
Plotting and planning
amidst the calm ripe stillness
of a green garden
Dim subway platform—
sudden glint of a wristwatch
on a man who waits
*
Off work, on a train—
an entire car to myself
one sunny Friday
Crisp autumn evening—
warm sweet smell of soap floating
from a laundromat
Swimming like a smile
in autumn skies before dawn—
silver slash of moon
*
For Hazel Dickens:
After the party—
apartment full of phantoms
and leftover wine
Early autumn— I’m not
ready for dark heavy pants
yet, I tell myself
Get up. Work all day.
Go home. Eat and dance and play
guitar and sing! Then sleep.
.
Saint Ignominius
Ride to your job with us
We’re all aboard on this cruise
And on this morning’s trip
Stare into a comic strip
That shows what you forgot you knew
It’s true
Too true
It shows a clown made of clouds
Floating over busy crowds
That never bother looking above
At that jester there
Hanging in the silly air
A goofy dude adrift on a puff
Enough
To love
Wish it whispered through me
Night by night
My life is light
The world is fine
I’ve got time
I’ve got time
Saint Ignominius
Sketched a funny place for us
Fit us in his little cartoon
What’s he gonna do with us?
Hope he isn’t through with us
Bet we’ll never guess his next move
And who
Is who
But we’re in his comic strip
Our lives inhabit it
That’s what’s got us laughing right now
He peppered the plot with what
We want but haven’t got
Graced us with a place in the crowd
Without
A doubt
Wish it whispered through me
Night by night
My life is light
The world is fine
I’ve got time
I’ve got time
So climb on this crowded bus
Ride to your job with us
The joke isn’t only on you
Our clown is smiling down
Blessing all this battered ground
And he found a place in the news
His truth
Slipped through
.
Rain
Rain is falling
Falling all around
I’m a thousand miles from home
Don’t know where I’m bound
I’m out here on the road
Just roaming on my own
The lights in the homes
Glow like gold
I’m cold and alone
And I don’t know a soul
And the rain is here
But soon as it clears
I’m gonna go
Rain is falling
Falling on this town
I’m standing still and listening
To that gentle sound
And I’m dreaming of a day
When I have found a place
Where I’m calm and I’m strong
And I know I belong
Until that day comes
I’ll be roaming on my own
Lonely and rough
Looking for love
But all I’ve got is rain
Rain is drumming
Drumming on the ground
I’m so tired of running
I’ve got to settle down
(Stuck in a moment when you wonder
What it is you’ve got to do
Whatever made you run and wander
Where’s it gonna lead you to?)
Rain is falling
Falling all around
I’m a thousand miles from home
Don’t know where I’m bound
.
Flashes Six
by the stillness
of an animal
Faces in the trees
and the rocks
and the sky
Despairing
because you can’t
set the world right
Drinking
dazes
me
*
My friends—
please forgive
my foolishness
Scars of tears
on an old
man’s face
His mind—
a lumpy
diamond
A life
like riding
waves
*
One of those days
when the sky
hurts your eyes
Flute:
epitome
of music
Two men with the same face
emptying
their dead father’s house
The holy
loneliness
of self-discipline
Worlds where
monkeys roam
the streets
.
Happened To Be Here
When the big board went berserk
All of us panicked
The old tricks wouldn’t work
Heaven was hidden
A ceiling stopped the sky
We were all ruined
We tried to run and hide
It burst in a flash
All of us crashed
What are you worth when the world you know is smashed?
Happened to be here
When a fever hit the air
We were all shaken
From our usual despair
Something was singing
In the center of our heads
Something forgotten
Was starting up again
This is our chance
Get up and dance
This is the moment we’ve been waiting for my friends
(You are here and so are we
Secretly we see)
Happened to be here
When history was made
It was all twisted
Into a different shape
What really happened
Didn’t make the news
We carry inside us
What we know is true
Stories from them
They’re all a sham
The world to them is not the world of men
.
The Whisper
And you do too
I’m gonna keep it
Hidden from you
I can imagine
The things you do
So you can keep it
Buried in you
Gotta keep this thing rolling along
Gotta keep this thing rolling along
We’re loud and shallow
But it gets out
Leaking from somewhere
Underground
We razzle dazzle
With all our might
We drown in shadows
Alone at night
Gotta keep this thing rolling along
Gotta keep this thing rolling along
(“Man it’s just...”
“I mean it’s like...”
“My own best essence...”
“Is a whisper...”)
Our laughing faces
Crack like masks
Against a question
We won’t ask
Under the bluster
Of all we say
There’s something humming
That won’t go away
Gotta keep this thing rolling along
Gotta keep this thing rolling along
.
Flashes Five
breath : essence
of self-control
“If you want
to get anywhere
—use your legs!”
Metallic
boyish voices
of two corporation males
Their problem is
they believe
in the world
*
A gang of five raccoons
looting the neighborhood garbage cans
before dawn
Stand stone-still
by a tree
on a hill
Monks
in saffron robes
on your subway car
Groups
of ghosts
heading your way
Games
that tear holes
in yourself
*
A day
to crease
your face
To be away
from the world
a while
Notice
and adjust
yourself
To be
a proper instrument
of this
.
Cold Water Blues
Splash your face and face the day
Cold water in the morning...
Cold water in the morning
When you wash your face and hands
Gotta face the world again
And damn it’s bad
The groaning of a train
With a shriek of steel on steel
A moaning in the rain
That speaks just what you feel
A splash of cold water
Straight in the face
Crash in the hollow
Of the same empty place
But you try
And you know why
Your face before you were born
Might have been the sky
We hustle like apostles
Just to make a rich man more rich
We fight and we die in wars
For some son of a bitch
A splash of cold water
Straight in the face
Crash in the hollow
Of the same empty place
But you try
And you know why
Your face before you were born
Might have been the sky
Something shakes the silence
Just before you go to bed
Gotta dream away the world my friend
Or you’ll go mad
.
Brother We
Have got to go
They’re gonna get us brother if we don’t
Brother
They don’t love us
Oh no
O my brother
They’ll lock the door
O my brother
We’ve got to go
O my brother
They don’t love us
Oh no
Brother we
Are running low
We’ve gotta be as good as what we know
Brother
They don’t love us
Oh no
O my brother
They’ll lock the door
O my brother
We’ve got to go
O my brother
They don’t love us
Oh no
Brother we
See below
The glossy show that only bosses own
Brother
They don’t love us
Oh no
(If we take the shapes they give
They are gonna do us in
If we swill their medicines
They are gonna do us in )
Brother we
Are on a roll
We’re never gonna let ‘em get our glow
We're never gonna let ‘em get our glow
.
Honey Bee Blues
She was a yellow flower and I was a honey bee
She knocked me so far out that I couldn’t see
Mary Mary lived high on the hill
She could be as sweet just as sure as her looks could kill
She could make me crazy for another thrill
As soon as it seemed
She wanted to be with me
I flew on a breeze
Of what she could be for me
A dream
A destiny
I could only see what I wanted to see
When we walked into bars people stopped and stared
Mary always chose the boldest clothes to wear
I but I didn’t really care I was glad to be there
When I met Mary man I swear I saw
An angel of a woman good god who had no flaws
I was too drunk with dreams to ever see her claws
As soon as it seemed
She wanted to be with me
I flew on a breeze
Of what she could be for me
A dream
A destiny
I could only see what I wanted to see
I could only see what I wanted to see
.
Flashes Four
and ready
for the next
Poverty:
the shadow
of the marketplace
“You can’t be
disappointed by
no miracles”
The history
of humanity
is a whisper
*
Economy:
this rigged game
we’re all trapped in
In the hills
a cloud
of chiming cowbells
“They blow
a lot of air
out of their faces”
All the best
action
is off the map
*
Handsome men
with big
noses
Conversations
that keep us
trapped in the world
“Everybody’s trying
to get to first base
and there is none”
Wine
like a swirling
kiss
.
Goodbye Goliath
You block my view
You’re high and mighty
Clumsy and crude
Something tells me now
This is bad for you
If you don’t turn around
It will swallow you
Goodbye Goliath
Your breath is bad
Your eyes are tired
And you never laugh
(Goliath going down down down
Goliath going down)
Goodbye Goliath
You’ve got no friends
Just ties to liars
You can’t defend
Something tells me now
This is bad for you
If you don’t turn around
It will swallow you
There is a garden
Under your feet
There is a garden
Under your feet
.
Guiding Line
To ask that fat priest there?
He’s got his hands full
You want to tell your boss
You’re alone and lost
But it’s no good
All the folks you know
They’re playing out their roles
And they won’t budge
If you do something wild
You’ll end up at a trial
With an old judge
He’ll say there’s no
Place for this in the grid
Didn’t you know?
When you came into this
There was no hole to go
When you got lost from your soul
You don’t want to buy the hype
That you witness every night
On your flat screen
But it’s eating up your time
And it echoes in your mind
Like a bad dream
The murmur in your nerves
That mostly goes unheard
Is growing louder
You wish it wasn’t true
But you can’t find any proof
That let’s you doubt it
(Let me out!
Something’s shouting inside you
A faceless crowd
Watches all that you do
You dig deep down
Inside yourself for an arrow
To lead you out
Of this whirlpool...)
They say there’s no
Place for this in the grid
Didn’t you know?
When you came into this
There was no hole to go
When you got lost from your soul
Ever get the feeling that
The world has got you trapped
In a bad place?
With a bunch of little spies
Who are perpetrating lies
In a rat maze?
There are people on the street
Who can also see the cheat
They’re not blind yet
Buried in your mind
Is a kind of guiding line
That can find them
.
The Face Of Yes
Gives a glimpse of...what could it be?
The rumble and the clatter in that silent space
Speak of secrets deep in a dream
Your head’s hot humming soundless sound
Can’t be contained in a town
And maps can’t capture the face of Yes
All we can do is just...guess
God you know you’re so exposed
A soul in the glow of love
Knowing you’re going to go
Down that open road
A star up in the night is like your own life
It shows the glow of its history
It glimmers like the light that’s behind your eyes
A flashing glance of a mystery
The thoughts that flicker through your mind
They fall and they rise like a tide
Sometimes they seem like they’re not yours
As though they started before you were born
God you know you’re so exposed
A soul in the glow of love
Knowing you’re going to go
Down that open road
Doing what you want when you know it’s right
That’s happiness, that’s freedom, might,
Wisdom, love, power, grace,
The highest heights of the human race
Tap dat!
.
Flashes Three
with poisonous
twins
The forest
is full
of faces
“The fans in the stands
of the team that just lost
look like peed-upon plants”
For forty years
my feet were retarded—
shoes made them dumb
America
mistakes the marketplace
for the arena of dreams
*
The lust
that blinds you
to beauty
The birth
of birds
in nests
Can you grow a rose
from a broken branch?
Yes!
A bunch
of dopes posing
as heroes
Kept awake
by the bitter persuasion
of coffee
*
“If you’re so shy
you’ll just die
of hunger!”
Razzmatazz
Americans:
like leaky circuits
Zen:
another way
of saying Yes
“Oliver! It's Frank!
It’s only eleven!
God!"
Suddenly liking
all the people
on the train
*
The lantern eyes
in the swirling face
of a tiger cat
The sign on the front
of a rusty old bus
said SIMPLIFY
We live as if a disaster happened.
But it hasn’t touched us yet.
Not quite—right?
The Andrews Sisters
were the Yankee Dollar
they sang of
*
Driver
Remember
You’re rolling
Guitarist wisdom:
If you hit a bum note
—bend it!
Cynical thoughts:
let them breeze
through your mind
.
One Thing We All Know
In the fog of a dream
All those faces and voices
Were still buzzing in me
I could feel myself sliding
Back down into the pool
But then something inside me
Said “Get up right now you fool!”
You had better know
It’s gonna go fast
And it won’t last
So get going
I knew I must do my duty
I caught a train to my job
My pressed shirt and my necktie
Let ‘em know I’m no slob
Next to me sat a fat man
Talking into his phone
What he said was important
I could tell by his tone
He said We both know
It’s gonna go fast
And it won’t last
So let’s go
I imagined that fat man
Running down a dark street
He was ragged and sweaty
He had no shoes on his feet
He was stuffing his pockets
With coins that kept raining down
But they slipped through his pants and
Clattered back on the ground
He seemed to really know
It’s gonna go fast
And it won’t last
So it goes
My little fantasy cruelty
Touched a trigger in me
And as if it just happened
I remembered my dream
I was down in the country
There were fruits all around
Everybody was out there
Pulling all of them down
One thing we all know
It’s gonna go fast
And it won’t last
So we go
.
This Is Paradise
With a huge view of the bay
A pretty girl brought me coffee
I didn’t bother learning her name
And I said Hey hey hey
I do believe I’ve got it made
A goddess stood on the sidewalk
The urge in me was ready to burst
I had no nerve to make small talk
It felt like I could drown in my thirst
And I said Hey hey hey
I can’t keep freezing at these gates
I went down to the devil
The first thing I felt was afraid
He had a face like a tunnel
And I knew I had made a mistake
And I said Hey hey hey
I sure do miss my better days
(I fell low enough to know
The pit where evil grows
That’s what my weakness showed me)
I met a man like a ragmop
But he had incredible eyes
And even though he did not talk
He made a point I recognized
He seemed to say Hey hey hey
There really is no better way
Open your tired eyes
This is paradise
.
Haven't Got A Name
In the financial part of town
The streets were shadowy canyons
Between the buildings all around
I was standing at a stop light
And across the street from me
A woman stood there gaping
With eyes like tv screens
She’d heard some shocking gossip
Through the cell phone at her ear
OH! MY! GOD! she kept repeating
Each word so fierce and clear
The light told us to cross the street
And as we passed I watched her face
Chanting OH! MY! GOD! and gawking
And my mind began to race
I haven’t got a name
For all we’re doing
But it seems insane
And so unreal
I haven’t got a name
For all we’re doing
I haven’t got a name
She’s an idiot! I told myself
An American idiot who wastes
Her free time watching other people
Pretending to live on tv!
And when she gets a tiny bit
Of liveliness in her own life
She hypes it into a huge flashing jackpot
To match the dazzle of her screen!
And then a breeze between buildings
Whispered into me
And something soothing in that wind
Almost seemed to speak
It told me I was foolish
To rant behind me eyes
And I should take the meanings I’d made
And toss them into the sky
I haven’t got a name
For all this beauty
But I feel as sane
As this is real
I haven’t got a name
For all this beauty
I haven’t got a name
.
Power
With nothing to do
For hours
Staring while the clouds are
Making faces at you
Like flowers
If you stand still
You will be filled
With Power
Driving through the night when
There is no one in sight
You’re prowling
Feeling all your feelings
So incredibly bright
They’re howling
When your road is clear
You’re gonna steer
Toward Power
Breaker, breaker, Rocket Papa
This is Tarwater Catcaller
Howlin’ on your line, over!
Ten-four, Tarwater
You’re blockin’ Papa—
This best be good, over!
That’s a big ten-four, Papa
I have to honk my heavenly horn
Because I’ve got the Great Current
Flowing through me like a mighty sea
And I’m gliding down the line like flying, over!
Hey now! I do believe
You’re grazing grace, Tarwater
Amen and Godspeed to you—
And if you do see Smokey
Smoke ‘em for me, over!
That’s a big ten-four, Rocket Papa
This is Tarwater Catcaller
Howlin’ over and out!
Sitting in the silence
Just surrounded by air
Is Power
Breathing so your breath can slow
The noise in your head
Is Power
If you shut your mouth
Your belly with growl
With Power
.
Shadow Battle
Out here on the street?
Do you see the shadows shaking
Underneath our feet?
Ev’ry shadow’s a trapdoor when we
Forget about our feet
Can you find me a map for where all
Forgotten footsteps lead?
I saw a shining face who
Sang inside a dream
I wrote a poem that strained to
Capture what it means
Like a smile invites you sometimes
To the other side
In a jungle of shadows somewhere
Something rumbling hides
A shadow battle
You battle shadows
I can’t pretend I understand them and
I can’t remember when
I can’t remember when
.
Flashes Two
(he said with enormous eyes)
They fly!
The devil
whispers louder
when I drink
You are
always among
equals
Here
God
Is Totalitarian
That guy’s smile
is a strategy—
it lies
Leering
as if he were drinking
through his eyes
Generosity
comes
from the belly
The flight
of the shadow
of a bird
*
I don’t want
to press my
face in a book!
A tree
growing
in a dancing way
Shark-shaped
bath toys
that squeak when you squeeze them
In our eyes
the truth
of universes
*
Man
paused on the sidewalk
in a cloud of cigarette smoke
Give this a try:
God is looking
through your eyes
Fame and the national scene
have nothing to do
with what’s really going on
Forget it.
Go to sleep.
Nothing can be done right now.
That black garbage bin
with the trash-lifted lid
seems to be singing
Males
waking in the barracks
and scratching themselves
We cheered the sun
sinking
into the sea
“All I’ve got
is here and now—
and it’s too much!”
*
Men gather
around her
like bees
Botox can erase
all evidence of life
from your face!
Crowding our brains
with historical
noise and discouragement
The beach
not blocked
by walls and windows
*
Worlds built
on the assumption
of cars
Not the kind of man
who’d hide in a mansion
doing drugs
Unglamorous older
working woman
clutching a Betty Boop bag
*
I told her in a dream
I need to be less busy!
She told me You need to do everything!
One must feel
one’s death in such
rough coughing
Exercise—
otherwise
your heart will die in your chest
And on television
only advertisements
for toilet paper
Mountains jutting through
pools of clouds—
like islands
Groan of steel
in the distance:
train
Watching people
pretending to live
on tv
.
It Could Be Your Soul
From a bed of green grass down on Earth
And a glimmer caught my eye
A gliding white shimmering bird
It could be my soul that’s up there flying
Up in a great sea sky of blue
It could be my soul that’s up there flying
Over the roof of a world so blue
It could be my soul
(How do you know
What you know
How do you know
You do what you know?)
If you’re glaring at a guy
‘Cause your after something he’s got
Steer your stare up at the sky
And remember what you forgot
It could be your soul that’s up there flying
Up in a great sea sky of blue
It could be your soul that’s up there flying
Over the roof of a world so blue
It could be your soul
(How do you know
What you know?
How do you know
You do what you know?)
If you’re muddled in your troubles
Working for your worth in the world
You can recover what’s been smothered
And hover brother over the Earth
It could be your soul that’s up there flying
Up in a great sea sky of blue
It could be your soul that’s up there flying
Over the roof of a world so blue
It could be your soul
(How do you know
What you know?
How do you know
You do what you know?)
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Just Over Your Head
And it’s been getting me down
I’m making dates with your daughters
I’m gonna show ‘em around
I’m gonna show ‘em around
We’re gonna drive to the border
Out on the far end of town
We’re gonna dive in the water
We’re gonna swim in the sound
We’re gonna swim in the sound
There’s a popular doctor
Who's dealing drugs you don’t need
They are all made to stop you
From being able to see
From being able to see
(Clouds in a clown’s mouth overhead
Just over your head
Whispers twisting through the wind
Just over your head)
There’s a glow in the twilight
Like a hole in the sky
There’s silence at midnight
Stars are shimmering eyes
Stars are shimmering eyes
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See The Sky
The sun is low and glows in both your eyes
You see the sky
Wait
And watch the glowing globe so slowly rise
It’s growing high
The sparkle of a star is a
Flashing little spark in your eyes
A star’s an eye
Breathe
These waves of wind that you can almost see
You drink the breeze
Speak
Release your laughing breath into the breeze
A deep relief
Your giggle makes a ripple in the
Swirling windy inconstancy
A wind’s a sea
Trace
The power lines that twine below the sky
They light the signs
Chase
The rails of trains you ride with men in ties
Your lives are twined
The top of the train rubs a
Wire and we hum down the line
Our lives are lines
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You Can't Do That
You have smudged our star
We have raised the bar
Against what you are
For all we think you’ll do
We’re gonna punish you
Our aim is true
We have a plan
We are the man
You make a stand
We take your land
There’s nothing you can do
Once we’ve laid our hands on you
Our aim is true
We are not men
We are management
We will not bend
Until the end
Nothing that we do
Is ever done for you
Our aim is true
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Above The Boulevard
Drifting through my little room
A black hole splits the lips of this angel
And sweeps me up through the roof
So I float like a ghost
Who’s been shown where to go
There’s a sea of stars
Above the boulevard
Things are sharp and hard
On the boulevard
Always on your guard
On the boulevard
There’s a sea of stars
Above the boulevard
The hot gaze of a man who’s leering
Like he’s drinking you through his eyes
Shows a hole that’s as big and empty
And as black as a midnight sky
And you know you can float
Though that hole like a ghost
There’s a sea of stars
Above the boulevard
Things are sharp and hard
On the boulevard
Always on your guard
On the boulevard
There’s a sea of stars
Above the boulevard
The calm flash of a stranger’s smile
On a crowded noisy street
Throws the glow of an open blossom
Into your uncertainty
And you know you can float
In that glow so you go
There’s a sea of stars
Above the boulevard
Things are sharp and hard
On the boulevard
Always on your guard
On the boulevard
There’s a sea of stars
Above the boulevard
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City Minister
I wake up in my big bed
Scratch my belly and get up and shave
Two dim eyes in the mirror
Appraise me from a twisted face
City minister!
My nerves are sizzling wires
Rumors hum behind my eyes
My heart starts its anxious stutter
Under my bright silk tie
City minister!
I’m meeting with the mayor
He hardly gives me any time
His hair is always perfect
His friends are so much richer than mine
City minister!
If he will endorse my
Plan for a casino uptown
The owners might finance my
Re-election bid a year from now
City minister!
(A project for the public
I’ll propose today
I’ll smile like a star and speak
As solemn as a saint
It isn’t in your interest
But it’s all that I can do
While I work for you)
City minister!
I haven’t bought a meal in
So long I don’t remember when
But I sure pay for sex boy
And tonight I’m gonna do it again
City minister!
It’s never how I want it
It never gets me what I need
All that matters is status
Once you finally reach your peak
City minister!
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Shake Them Blues
That fog can lift up its skirt
Sometimes some better weather
Throws a glow on the dirt
When I fell down
I almost drowned
I couldn’t see the sea
That was right in front of me
And something in me started to scream
Hey you!
You choose!
Shake loose!
Or lose!
Do your duty dude and shake them blues!
Once I complained to an angel
And when I stopped jabbering
She said You think you’re too busy
But you must do everything
‘Cause if you go too slow
Your soul goes broke
When you don’t use your life
Your life looses its light
And you go groping blind in the night
You fool!
You knew
What you
Should do!
Do your duty dude and shake them blues!
My friend’s grandfather told him
Boy you are what you do
And when you’re moving your body
Life is moving through you
When you stew and brood
You do no good
Your mind is dazed with lies
God’s looking through your eyes
Let go of all this “I ME MY”
It’s true
You choose
What you
Should do
Do your duty dude and shake them blues!
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Goddamn Money
“Goddamn money. It always makes you blue as hell.”—The Catcher in the
I hustle down to the corner
And order me a coffee to go
The cashier’s smile is tired
Everybody knows what I know
She hands me back my change and then I drop my tip
A trickle of her wages just a drip drip drip
I wander down the counter in a stupid spell
Goddamn money make you blue as hell
This barista is strictly business
There’s somewhere else she’d rather be
She’s got an air of refinement
I wonder what she does when she’s free
Coffee-making lady serves a burning kiss
I dip dip dip deep down into this
My job is like a rock that’s a-rollin’ downhill
Goddamn money make you blue as hell
A dim grey man at a table
Tells a silent guy about better days
When he was boss of the office
Now he’s camping in cafes
(Once he had a dream that he shot
Somebody who was not to blame
His soul flew out of his body
While somebody screamed)
My glance meets the man’s at the table
His eyes shine right into mine
Without words he plainly tells me
Something you might say with a sigh
You give it all you got and still they get you for more
It’s so damn easy just to fall through the floor
It’s hittin’ me so clearly that I want to yell
Goddamn money make you blue as hell
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Red Bow Tie
Her red bow tie
Grabs your eye
My...what a treasure...chest
A delicious rush
A flood that must
Burst...before it lets you...rest
This little darling here
Has got to take me there
She’s got to AAH-AAH!
Her gleaming skin and hair
Just magnetize my stare
I’ve got to AAH-AAH!
‘Cause I’ve gotta GOTTA I’ve gotta
Oh I’ve gotta GOTTA I’ve gotta
Have!
The snake deceives
Makes you believe
She...is your kingdom...come
The snake’s made you
His slave and fool
You...who were sure you’d...won
She’s the foxy witch
That’s got to scratch my itch
She’s got to AAH-AAH!
I wish that I was rich
So I’d be sure to flick her switch
I’ve got to AAH-AAH!
‘Cause I’ve gotta GOTTA I’ve gotta
Oh I’ve gotta GOTTA I’ve gotta
Have!
That missing kiss
Of gentleness
Slips...from your lips and...sings
A song that you
Always knew
True...and as sweet as...spring
O angel! O angel!
O angel! O!
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Ache Like An Indian
I ache like an Indian sometimes
Thinking ‘bout the ways we fail
Carving a scar in our harvest
Pouring poison down our well
When we woke up in a war that’s for
Feeding some big monster’s thirst
We shook and shivered with a lust that must
Blind the sky and eat the Earth
(Down in dusky places
That mostly go unseen
A face becomes a trumpet and then
Screams)
Isn’t there an Indian in you
Weeping for a ruined way
To be true as a sunrise
A sky of life betrayed and slain
Can’t you feel that it’s here somewhere
Like shadows in the desert hills
Hear it hissing in the dice you toss
Groaning in your gambler’s thrills
(I know you know the notion
To give them all they’re owed
But all you have to give to them is
Soul)
Spirit laughter lingers after
Body loses life (HA HA HA!)
Souls among us soon become us
No thing ever dies (HA HA HA!)
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Sweep Me Up
I’m getting tired
Sometimes it’s sad
There is a wire
I’ve got to grab
It’ll tug me through me troubles
It’ll get me past
That crack that’s always smiling
In the broken sky
Sweep me up and let me loose
I’ll fly
A cloud of sea birds
Swims in the sky
A flock of surfers
Flies on the tide
I float in flowing motion
It’s quite a ride
The wind is thick as water
The water’s smooth as wind
Sweep me up let me begin
Again
Sweep me up in the breast
Of the sky when I die
And I’ll fly in the soul of the wind
When I see how the birds
Surf the waves in the air
My guess is heaven is this
That crack is always smiling
In the broken sky
Sweep me up and let me loose
I’ll fly
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