A dot of rain
splashed on the glass
of an eye: watching
wet wheels hiss
through wet streets
streaked with light
tonight, mirrors of rivers
rushing through grates
over tunnels that lead
to the sea
.
Writings by Thomas Radwick. Mostly poetry and lyrics. t_radwick@yahoo.com
A dot of rain
splashed on the glass
of an eye: watching
wet wheels hiss
through wet streets
streaked with light
tonight, mirrors of rivers
rushing through grates
over tunnels that lead
to the sea
.
There’s weather over everything,
like a hovering pregnancy—
people’s faces punctuate
their own private climates
and if the weather’s bad inside you
that’s the blues—
wind hwooing through spaces
between buildings and trees
as traffic speeds
through an unbroken highway
.
He’s got the blue cheese face of a miser
He’s got the soft white breast of a swan
He walks with thin swift feet on the jagged concrete
In the first rose blush of the dawn
He’s got his lock box stocked up for later
He’s got a serpent’s smile at night
He’s got jackpot dreams and a blizzard of schemes
He’ll unleash when the moment is right
He’s been sittin’ gettin’ bitter while the rest of ‘em play
But he’s gonna do something that’11 make you say
Hey! That guy is great!
He’s got his priceless bits of distinction
He’s in a club without any card
There’s a glint in his eye like a shivering sky
Before the rain starts coming down hard
He shakes like a tottering tower
He hums like and unsung tone
There’s a hiss in his voice that whispers of joys
That he left alone long ago
He’s been sittin’ gettin’ bitter while the rest of ‘em play
But he’s gonna do something that’11 make you say
Hey! That guy is great!
There was a time when he loved to go dancing
There was a time when he swam in a song
He was brave, he was glad, always gave what he had
To the chances that came along
But he got rocked by disappointment
‘Cause he could not have it all
He felt like a fool and he spit in the pool
And now he hides behind a high wall
He’s been sittin’ gettin’ bitter while the rest of ‘em play
But he’s gonna do something that’11 make you say
Hey! That guy is great!
.
I’m living in limbo
In the Flotsam Hotel
It’s after midnight
But I can’t keep still
These patterns of shadows
That crawl on my wall
The hiss of the water
Those steps in the hall
Those awful voices
In my head start to roar
They’re getting so loud
I can’t take any more
I’ve got to get out
I’ve got to get out the door
There’s a stink in the hallway
That’s crowded with ghosts
And shuddering murmurs
Behind every door
In a booth in the lobby
The night manager waits
With a thick plastic window
In front of his face
He surveils me
As I stare at my feet
And push my way through
The heavy steel gate
And then I’m out there
I’m out on the street
A wasteland of faces
In the desolate glare
A desperate current
Runs through the air
In all of those faces
The same hollow stare
A hunger for something
That just isn’t there
I duck in a corner store
To buy a cheap beer
From a youngster much
Too tough for his years
God! I’m thinking
I’ve got to get out of here!
Our business is finished
And I’m back on the street
I get trapped in the sites of
A drug-ravaged queen
Not a man or a woman
But a being in between
She croaks a proposal
That I can’t repeat
It’s hell to think how
Someone ends up like that
It’s as if she’s captured
In a permanent trap
And her soul escaped her
And she can’t get it back
The bosses of business
With cynical grins
Know somebody loses
When somebody wins
When you start losing
It feels like you fell
Straight through the floor of
The Flotsam Hotel
.