Writings by Thomas Radwick. Mostly poetry and lyrics. t_radwick@yahoo.com

Little Angel Glow

He laughs through a strained face
like wind from an underground train.

“I just boast over the beats, me!
Mix in some funky blips and
talk street and—here’s the key—

stir in girls who coo
like whores in a limosine
parked beside a big church!

You get that little angel
glow in the chorus and
ch-
CHING!
you got a fantasy

that lets you get rich
off the poor!”

And he winces that grin again
through a face like a map
of a war.



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Give It Away

You wake up under a thick
Fog of dream
You tell yourself it’s not as
Bad as it seems

You rub two dim eyes
You sigh and rise

A rather battered-looking
Face faces you
In the mirror that you’re
Staring into

It starts to scare you
What can you do?

Time to go and give it away

Out there faces flash their
Gazes at you
Mostly looking either
Battered or cruel

They start to scare you
What can you do?

Each money-maker makes his
Way through the maze
Doing duties that screw
Twists in his face

It’s not a secret
The deal is real

Everybody gives it away

In the maze you meet a
Man on the street
He stinks and jabbers through some
Black broken teeth

He starts to scare you
What can you do?

He’s what happens when you
Crack up and crash
Who was this man before he
Fell through the cracks?

He looks right at you
You see him too

You know you’ve got to give it away

(They say it’s all a game in the maze
And your place in the game is to play)


A guy at work is looking
Desperate and blue
He groans and curses in the
Cube next to you

It starts to scare you
What can you do?

If you ask him ‘bout the
Trouble he’s in
He’ll never only be a
Colleague again

You rub two dim eyes
You sigh and rise

Time to really give it away



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Memories of a Journey

The twisted hog’s face of the rude old border guard
who looked through the bags in your car.

Driving through the night in the fog and the rain
while the others slept until someone woke and relieved you.

Arriving at the sea at sunset in a town of smiling strangers
who seemed to want nothing from you.

Sleeping like a baby—with hectic intricate world-worried dreams.

The BRAAWK!
(ringing long pause) BRAAWK! of the birds
sailing over the roof when you woke.

The churn of the ferryboat through sun sea air
and islands like moon pyramids.

Swimming in a cool salt lake with big-eyed donkeys on the shore
beneath bleached stone hills full of olive trees.

Heavy dark home-made red wine strong as brandy at dusk.



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A Cliff at the Edge of the World

Hoist up a sad-eyed smile
while the world
fogs the Earth with its fart
and it’s hard to be a tree

Green leaves shiver
in big grey winds
and little faces
shower down from the clouds

Silver
soul of an ocean
in a puddle of rain
on a cliff at the edge of the world



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Loved So Terribly

I was born in a hot house
That blurred the glaring sun
I watched and I waited
For something to happen
Light burned through the cracks and
I knew I had to run

I ran through the desert
The sun burned my bare face
I was lonely and desperate
To find another place
Where passionate people
Opened their warm embrace

I made some good friends and
I got burned by some creeps
Those creeps raped a gentle
Simple kindness in me
I dreamed of revenge and
I sought it violently

I swallowed the darkness
The darkness swallowed me
I swallowed more darkness
More darkness swallowed me
I lost the bright star that
I loved so terribly



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Snake In The Grass

Where’d you come from?
Are you running away?
Grab a chair, sit down,
You might as well stay
Maybe you’ve got
A lot to say
I don’t know

Are you leaving
Something awful behind?
Are you drifting?
Are you wandering blind?
Getting lost could be
A good way to find
Something else

This could be something
That isn’t the truth anymore


Yeah I’ll sit down
But there’s not much to tell
I’m not drifting—
I’m running like hell
And I’m here with you
‘Cause it happens to be
Where I fell

Almost everything
I see I hate
It’s like I’m born
Into a nightmare fate
And every move I make
Is always too late
To escape

A bunch of bastards
Have me trapped like a rat in a maze


No use confessing
These messes to you
I may have no clue
As to what I should do
But believe me, mister,
I ain’t looking to you
As some guru

So thank you, old man,
For being so kind
I really wonder
Just what you have in mind—
You prob’ly want to take
A bite out of me
From behind

Every damned thing
In this violent life has a price

(Everywhere I pass
There’s a snake in the grass
A snake in the grass
Won’t just let you pass)

I’m a lonely old man
That much is true
And a grass snake hisses
Through all that we do
And if you’re insisting
That this is your truth
Then it’s true

But do these monsters
That you hate so much
Have an absolute
Hold over us?
Are they more mighty
Than the wind or the touch
Of the sun?

Care to join me
In a good strong cup of black tea?

Maybe later
We can ease our feet in the sea




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Warm Wide Orange Skies

A lazy
grey day
off

walk
by husks
of houses

like toothaches
rotten and
raw

gusts
of shopping
mall pop

from these
flash-by
cars

shrink
me to
a humming

beam that
can see
what

goes
on all
the time

(while we’re
blind in
our

minds)
walk with
me and

we soon
may see
human

silhouettes
dancing on
sand dunes

against warm
wide orange
skies



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Crack in the Ceiling

Poetry by Thomas Radwick

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