Writings by Thomas Radwick. Mostly poetry and lyrics. t_radwick@yahoo.com

Music Through a Windy Street

Your face poised in the grace of bliss breathes
music through a windy street, scraps of old
leaves scratch the concrete, skidding
past your feet, air in your pants puffing
them wide while you walk toward a man
sleeping under a parking meter who is
when you reach him just a bag of trash.

Relieved, you breathe more freely,
and scattered stars of broken glass
flash like flakes of fire in
the black sea sky of the street
where skreeing hwonking tides
of cars roll by and faces
float along the sidewalk.

A cold burning dry ice shriek of
police sirens careens through the mazes
of shadows in the canyons between
buildings that gouge the sky
and hide the glow of our star
from scanty little trees like
withering arteries beneath them.

And he’s a tree, that man
with the horn on the corner,
bending in the breeze
as he breathes his slow soliloquy
through the gaps in the jagged geometry:
See? We all fall like leaves!
It’s not just me.


Would your heart burst if you didn’t
think your way out of this openness?
Birds barely bending their wings
let water-thick winds
lift them until they find
the next big wave to ride,
or don’t, and fly away.

You worry in a frayed tie and rusty collar.
You hurry in a daze of Promethean wine.
Too often you forget you are breathing.
The sky is an eye always open over the commotion blinking below,
and your thoughts are a hum behind your eyes.
Every one here is equally present.
The air is thick with souls.



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Dot of Rain

A dot of rain
splashed on the glass
of an eye: watching
wet wheels hiss
through wet streets
streaked with light
tonight, mirrors of rivers
rushing through grates
over tunnels that lead
to the sea



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Unbroken Highway

There’s weather over everything,
like a hovering pregnancy—

people’s faces punctuate
their own private climates

and if the weather’s bad inside you
that’s the blues—

wind hwooing through spaces
between buildings and trees

as traffic speeds
through an unbroken highway



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Watching And Waiting

He’s got the blue cheese face of a miser
He’s got the soft white breast of a swan
He walks with thin swift feet on the jagged concrete
In the first rose blush of the dawn

He’s got his lock box stocked up for later
He’s got a serpent’s smile at night
He’s got jackpot dreams and a blizzard of schemes
He’ll unleash when the moment is right

He’s been sittin’ gettin’ bitter while the rest of ‘em play
But he’s gonna do something that’11 make you say
Hey! That guy is great!

He’s got his priceless bits of distinction
He’s in a club without any card
There’s a glint in his eye like a shivering sky
Before the rain starts coming down hard

He shakes like a tottering tower
He hums like and unsung tone
There’s a hiss in his voice that whispers of joys
That he left alone long ago

He’s been sittin’ gettin’ bitter while the rest of ‘em play
But he’s gonna do something that’11 make you say
Hey! That guy is great!

There was a time when he loved to go dancing
There was a time when he swam in a song
He was brave, he was glad, always gave what he had
To the chances that came along

But he got rocked by disappointment
‘Cause he could not have it all
He felt like a fool and he spit in the pool
And now he hides behind a high wall

He’s been sittin’ gettin’ bitter while the rest of ‘em play
But he’s gonna do something that’11 make you say
Hey! That guy is great!



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Flotsam Hotel

I’m living in limbo
In the Flotsam Hotel
It’s after midnight
But I can’t keep still

These patterns of shadows
That crawl on my wall
The hiss of the water
Those steps in the hall

Those awful voices
In my head start to roar
They’re getting so loud
I can’t take any more

I’ve got to get out
I’ve got to get out the door

There’s a stink in the hallway
That’s crowded with ghosts
And shuddering murmurs
Behind every door

In a booth in the lobby
The night manager waits
With a thick plastic window
In front of his face

He surveils me
As I stare at my feet
And push my way through
The heavy steel gate

And then I’m out there
I’m out on the street

A wasteland of faces
In the desolate glare
A desperate current
Runs through the air

In all of those faces
The same hollow stare
A hunger for something
That just isn’t there

I duck in a corner store
To buy a cheap beer
From a youngster much
Too tough for his years

God! I’m thinking
I’ve got to get out of here!


Our business is finished
And I’m back on the street
I get trapped in the sites of
A drug-ravaged queen

Not a man or a woman
But a being in between
She croaks a proposal
That I can’t repeat

It’s hell to think how
Someone ends up like that
It’s as if she’s captured
In a permanent trap

And her soul escaped her
And she can’t get it back

The bosses of business
With cynical grins
Know somebody loses
When somebody wins

When you start losing
It feels like you fell
Straight through the floor of
The Flotsam Hotel



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Crack in the Ceiling

Poetry by Thomas Radwick

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